Hey! New people on this page! Welcome! I’m so stoked since yesterday! Been doing sporadic happy dances. The rallying I got to witness to get us over 100 subscribers on youtube was MINDBLOWING! I’m beyond honored to have you engaged in our life! No, really! I made that post saying we needed like 30 more subs to get a custom channel URL as like a mini celebration in myself, like “look how far I’ve gotten!” and y’all DELIVERED. I’m still going “WHAAAT?” cause I just feel so loved and supported by you!! How amazingly awesome you are for all the small things and big heart! I’m still trying to figure out how to get the URL but it will be painted on Bugus SOON! thanks to you! So grateful!! Just beside myself, but I have stuff to tell, so here we go!
It didn’t take me long to realize that we’d been in Wichita Falls before, seeing the smallest skyscraper on our maps gave me a hint the first night, but little by little the few things we’d seen and people we met a couple years ago fell back into place. This does not deter me from staying here and exploring more. It’s a beautiful city with many little things to be seen, and a beautiful Library to enjoy!
So, we’ve seen a handful of playgrounds and the Nature Center full of creatures and plants and information. The kids really enjoyed it. Atreyu asked a worker a million questions and Galixy kept running back and forth looking at everything going “oooh” and “eeeew” at intervals. We walked the nature path and looked for paw prints. I made videos so those’ll be on youtubes!!
On our way to the nature center we’d driven past this super loud place that instantly drew my heart, so after the center we drove back to get a photo op. Obviously, I ordered a coffee so I could chat with them and ask about taking pictures. The owner loved Bugus so much she quickly agreed to let me take pix. She also filled our water tank and provided breakfast and snacks and let us peak inside her beautiful shipping container converted to a coffee shop. This lovely Momma is rich in spirit and heart. She was so kind. AND the coffee! It was so delicious. Just perfectly sweet and smooth with a decadent coffee flavor. If you’re in Wichita Falls and you like warm or cold drinks you should really make a point to stop at the Hobo Coffee and Ice Co. They are colorful and cozy and the outdoor patio is fantastic. I love creativity and making something out of nothing, which this momma did. She’d been left in a hard place and came out with this gem of a creation. I’m grateful I stopped.
Today was a lazy day for me. I was preoccupied with the audible book I’m listening to so I just let the kids play at Lucy Park. Atreyu and Galixy took turns practicing roller skating (with my intense help) and the dogs got some walking and running time in too. I felt a little guilty for not doing anything travel related, but by late afternoon I realized how much more relaxed I’d been all day. I’ve been putting a lot of pressure on myself and right now I think it’s really silly and not helpful to the kids. I’m not the sweetest when I’m overwhelmed. But today we relaxed, caught up in another world, played and ate well. And that makes me realize that we don’t have to do multiple things in a day. Sometimes success is choosing small healthy things and letting go of some other things….
So, I have this device that I’m really excited about. It comes from Germany and is based in Tesla technology from his studies with frequencies. It’s meant to help people sending balancing frequencies depending on the program you’re running and your body’s needs. My first experience with this was when Rhea, my dog, was sick after having had her teeth pulled this summer and the vet was just kind of guessing but couldn’t really know what was going on until she was in surgery. My mom had found a lady with this device and she scanned Rhea from a distance with her birthdate, place, and a picture. This lady had no idea about anything Rhea concerned except that she wasn’t feeling well. That device told her that she had pain in her mouth, an infection in her eyes, backpain, depression, and an infection in her Uterus. During the procedure of having her teeth pulled, Rhea had popped an ulcer in her eye that spread to the other in the week after. Everything touched on by this lady applied to Rhea and she’d ever only seen a picture of her. I’m not saying this sold me, or it should you, but it does kind of give some confidence or intruige for more information. ANYWAY… I’ve been stoked to have this thing in it’s basic form, frequencying myself and the kids pretty regularly, but my mom blessed me with an upgrade, now I can scan people or pets and send them frequencies to heal. I had a few people hit me up about it (since I made a facebook post) and, while one response turned more skeptical, I really helped a friend out with just running the scan and letting him know what it read and then sending him a few minutes of frequencies. Maybe it was having an open ear to talk to that helped, or maybe just a little perspective shift. I’m grateful I helped! The other person I had a mini session with I really feel a little sorry for, I hope that’s not offensive to her character. She’s all over the board with all kinds of difficulties and I want to help her, but then she also immediately tried to enlist me to scan ALL her animals and children, while also telling me she isn’t that weird lady that keeps track of her pets birthdays or give them cupcakes for the occassion…. But I AM that “weird” lady. She doesn’t even know how many years she’s owned her animal, which, I’m not judging, to each their own. I feel a little judged, though, even if it wasn’t an intentional jibe, and then to put so much workload on top of me all at once for little to no compensation. I know she doesn’t have much herself and I don’t want her to give me anything. It just felt like she’s a little inconsiderate of things going on outside of her. I don’t want to get into detail, but it’s not the first time I’d gotten the impression of a woe-is-me, someone-rescue-me-from-myself attitude. I WANT to help, but I’m also acutely aware that nothing I will do will really help. Expending more energy than I freely want to would only lead to resentment, but there would never be enough to help anyway. Maybe I can tell her that I really want to help and work with her on her, but I’m not about to scan 3 cats and a guinea pig. Maybe her kids, but not behind their backs, for sure. At any rate, I’m super happy to have such a cool little thing, feels like good luck in my hand.
Would you be interested in a frequency scanning/therapy?
I’m not one to pedal products or try to sell you something you’re not convinced of in general. My main trade is art and smiles. Comforting the disturbed. I’m not so good at disturbing the comfortable for my own mind hang ups but I do see how the disruption and be beneficial, too.
Speaking of disturbing the comfortable. I’m entirely uncomfortable with attention being drawn to my physique. I do not like hidden intentions or generally being hit on, especially in my inbox. Don’t get me wrong, if the vibes are there, especially face to face, cool, I love flirting, but I’m also super awkward and if I’m truly attracted to someones physique I probably can’t form much coherence that doesn’t sound stupid in my mind already. I’d like to be hit on by female presenting more, which is hard for me to initiate because I don’t wanna come off as just an obnoxious flirt to them. I don’t want to come off as that to anyone (thanks past abuser) but especially to women, I feel most are already overwhelmed with gross come ons. I just appreciate what I can observe and want to get to see more that I can appreciate…. As in I’d like to get to know YOU for who you are, not what you could represent for me, and, on that level, I can tell when a simple question like “Hi, how are you?” reeks of what they’ve already colored me in to be. That’s bothersome not for the content of color but for the fact. Would they ever see me for who I truly am? Is that why I put up so many hurdles?
Whell, I’ve gotta say, it’s late, and that’s my own fault, but it’s getting colder and I’m getting tired. Ready to go back to my story. And frequency radiate on the side 😉
I hope you had a reason to smile today. I hope you know that I love and appreciate you.
May you be truly grateful for something other than a massacre and turkey (Yeah, today I realized tomorrow is that day, so maybe we’ll find some free thanksgiving foods! Yay) Oh yeah! for a full scope of what goes on, the facebook page (Matilda Bugus) really holds all the leads, there’s also now a cool “bus schooling” group you can be a part of! But we’re also on Instagram (you guessed it, Matilda Bugus) and on youtubes! If you got any leads where else to post for more exposure, please do point me in that way (more work for me please! I do have a friend trying to help out a little but she’s got two kids and lets not overload her with my dilemma too much! f*ing love you Crikett!) and if you want to read more, I have now been blogging for almost two years, so there’s lots of (time) traveling and thoughts on this biznitch, but a few links below to clickety clack on. If there’s a way to subscribe for you, or a simple “like” button clackety click, really helps me out and gives me such a happy boost. I am getting tired…. but I’m STILL grateful for you here with me! ❤ warms my heart!
anywho, loving you!
Matilda the Bugus 