I busted out my keyboard early this morning, knowing I needed to write today, but all I did at that point was open the “wants and Needs list” to see how outdated it is.
Then I scrolled social media until I got off my a$$ to do things.
You see, yesterday I achieved nothing tangible. I spent a lot of time feeling hopeless and crying. Lamenting my condition.
It’s the first big snow dump of the season, the temperatures will not be surfacing above freezing for a while…. and Matilda still isn’t starting. Dinking around trying different things and nothing… Mechanics super busy.
So we have two heaters in the bus and I pile the blankets thick on sleeping in Matilda, but this extra cold and snow really isn’t something I’ve been looking forward to.
As most of you know, I have been escaping such weather for years now. To the point where, this morning when I was putting myself into gear, I realized how much combobulation this crazzy weather is on the brain.
Shoveling snow to make a kind of clear path from house to bus after at least a decade seemed ridiculous. I climbed on BuGus and cleared the solar panel….
I feel like I’ve really been productive today. Like maybe being stuck won’t be so bad. Though I have no idea how I’m going to finance that at all…. yet!
The kids have been doing educational things here and there, so the attendance chart for homeschooling is filling without much issue or adjustment, though I really miss our field trips. It does put it in perspective for me, though.
Since I’m on a roll, i”m gonna go try to continue on it.
Please share your smile.
I will be keeping the needs list on my brain to revise soon. so please give me some patience and keep us in your thoughts.
Matilda the Bugus 