Clinton, NJ
It’s the nicest hottest day we’ve had so far all year. Few clouds speckling the skies. A light breeze stirring the trees.
And we’re in a walmart parking lot instead of enjoying a nice… idk. Nature, pool, river, what have you that’d be nice.
The mechanic guy didn’t show up yesterday due to torrential downpour. He called and said he’d be coming by today after doing some things. Alas, he has not shown up… yet.
I’ve had some excellent company in form of a guy whose name slipped my mind heading towards jersey shore and then Maine. He brought out his guitar and chatted a while yesterday evening as well as this morning. As did Rose and Robert. They technically live in the area.
Atreyu’s not feeling well in this heat,especially hard. So I’m keeping a cool cloth on him. There’s a fair breeze going through Matilda so she’s at least not as warm as outside.
Besides tending the kids, socializing, receiving donations and worrying, I learned a new song on the ukelele, ducttaped the rip in our portable bathtub and started mending the sleeves on a beloved sweater
I’m firmly believing that we’re here for a reason. I don’t know the reason or if I’ll be able to pinpoint it at any point. I almost feel like I’ll look back on this as if I’d missed something obvious.
My faith in this moment of time being alright in the long run is bigger than my fear of whatever could happen.
I am still planning on opening a gofundme. I’m just unsure of whats going on still and don’t want to have to amend large things.
So in the mean time, please do send a donation to $MatildaBugus
A tremendous thank you to all that have already helped and reached out! It’s very much appreciated.
Stay grateful