Oh all the odd details and sign ins in a phone. I feel like two things pop up every time I get one thing done. Set up messengers and locators and checkers and banking, la la la.
My mailbox drop last night was a dollar, which is fine because it’s more about the excitement of the mailbox anyway. Galixy is in time out for throwing a fit over his brother not sharing.
I had a weird dream last night. My high school friend Crikett was present and everytime she tried to talk to me, I snubbed her. Then, when I was singing along to a song she began to sing over me with her beautiful singing voice and it felt like she was trying to one up my known to be crappy singing voice. And then there was a cat that was old and ugly and head bumped against my head.
Wow. What a hell this dentist visit was for Galixy. The dentists seemed nice enough, but don’t they usually wait for the novacain to settle and numb up before pulling teeth? He cried for so long after. Now he’s quiet with a movie and some ice cream, we’re waiting for the presciption to get filled at the pharmacy. I feel absolutely horrible for the extraction. He was so brave to start out with. I sat with him holding his feet. Atreyu watched a youtube thing on my phone. 45 more minutes before those meds are ready and then anoth 30 before they kick in, I wish my kid was at an age where I could give him a shwill. My poor ow-ow.
I had to look up the way to connect the keyboard I got from Walmart to my phone, but here we are typing away. I feel a little guilty being this elated about typing as I’m thinking while my ow-ow is in pain, but this will cut down my blogging time in half. and that means more time for the kids. They are watching the Secret of Nhim right now. Galixy’s lip looks like a Duck bill. I feel like I’m wasting my time waiting her for this prescription to fill, but they may be filling it for free, minimal co-pay which would help out tremendously.
Ah! no autocorrect on this keyboard, so now my true vocabulary will come out.
After this waiting I’ve got to go find Solo. He went to fly a sign while we did dentist stuff. He had a very hard and cold night with his COPD. I shoulda let him have our tent, but I wasn’t aware of his lack of shelter. I’m gonna end up giving it to him today. The sun is shining so I hope he got fairly warm.
Since the appearance in my dream, I shouldn’t have been surprised by the text I received from Crikett. She wants to send Atreyu a birthday present. I’m not against it, but I don’t understand her point. We know she has money and means, but it’s not like we need more nonsensical toys. Though usually she’s a considerate gift giver. But what’s she getting at? Maybe I should explain that my dear highschool friend and I aren’t speaking because she lied to me on multiple levels. Also, the thing I was good for was being kicked out of her wedding because my bacholarette party ideas didn’t suit her? I’m sure she had more reasons, but from my perspective: I was trying my best to suggest any kind of party idea and asked her what she would want, when no suggestions came forth, I kept coming up with random ideas. My mom’s idea of Hot Springs seemed to offend her very much because she was in early pregnancy stage. I turned off my phone when my suggestion of doing your own research was hit with a long complaining message, I gotta admit, I never read fully. By the time I turned my phone back on at the end of the weekend, things had escalated and I was informally uninvited. it was a big spectacle but, this is the gist of my side of that part. and then her lies, I just feel like it’s better for my mental health if I don’t allow her in my life to hurt me again and again.
Human interaction is so fun. We don’t mean to hurt each other, but it seems the longer we’re around another, the deeper they inevitably hurt us. Bam, there’s some jaded negativity. Don’t get me wrong. Being human is hard and I know perspective is everything. I just think it’s easier to love people from a distance. I also love to build connections. I love people. I love observing them. I don’t like involving myself in Politics. my Family dynamic politics is complicated enough.
I’m off to get Galixy’s meds. This typing thing is simply delightful. ❤
Loving you!! hope ow ow feels better soon!
Matilda the Bugus 